“When I first started to realise I might be gay, I had to ask myself all of these questions If there is a God, does that God hate me? If there is a heaven, am I ever gonna make it to heaven? Eventually I got to the point where I was like, if there is a heaven but I can’t be myself up there, then maybe I don’t want heaven.” - Troye
[Verse 1: Troye Sivan]
The truth runs wild /實話 藏不住
Like a tear down a cheek /如淚 收不回
Trying to save face, and daddy heart break /無法放下自尊 揣測他人情緒
I'm lying through my teeth /謊言 不斷從口而出
This voice inside /腦中的糾結
Has been eating at me /漸漸地吞噬了我
Trying to replace the love that I fake /不想要再 假扮下去
With what we both need /淌望能夠 流露真情
The truth runs wild /公開了 最真實的自己
Like kids on concrete /人如在泥上 是否有下陷的危機
Trying to sedate, my mind in its cage /平定自心 將思緒圍籠
And numb what I see /麻痺自己的所見
Awake, wide eyed /失眠之夜 睜著雙眼
I'm screaming at me /不斷咆哮 氣忿自己
Trying to keep faith and picture his face /不斷堅信著 想像著未來
Staring up at me /有個迷人雙眸 朝著我來看到
[Chorus: Troye Sivan]
Without losing a piece of me /在不失去 任何的自我
How do I get to heaven? /我是否 還能被天堂給容納
Without changing a part of me /在不去該變 我真實的一切
How do I get to heaven? /怎麼做才能 享擁天境
All my time is wasted /費盡了所有心思
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh /想著自己 被植入錯誤的心
So if I'm losing a piece of me /所以如果 我真會失去自我
Maybe I don't want heaven? /也許這樣的天國 也不是我想去的
[Verse 2: Betty Who]
The truth runs wild /真實滿佈天飛
Like the rain to the sea /如雨海般 傾盆降下
Trying to set straight the lines that I trace /試著讓自己 步入正軌
To find some relief /說不定能 找到慰藉
This voice inside /但腦內不斷 徘徊的聲響
Has been eating at me /侵蝕著我 每條神經
Trying to embrace the picture I paint /試著接納 這樣的自己
And colour me free /塗上人生色彩 解放自己
[Chorus: Troye Sivan]
Without losing a piece of me /在不失去 任何的自我
How do I get to heaven? /我是否 還能被天堂給容納
Without changing a part of me /在不去該變 我真實的一切
How do I get to heaven? /怎麼做才能 享擁天境
All my time is wasted /費盡了所有心思
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh /想著自己 被植入錯誤的心
So if I'm losing a piece of me /所以如果 我真會失去自我
Maybe I don't want heaven? /也許這樣的天國 也不是我想去的
[Bridge: Troye Sivan]
So I'm counting to fifteen /數著自己的年齡
Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen /足以承受 面對一切
So I'm counting to fifteen /不斷的數著數
Counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen /平靜下自己 激昂的心情
[Chorus: Troye Sivan]
Without losing a piece of me /在不失去 任何的自我
How do I get to heaven? /我是否 還能被天堂給容納
Without changing a part of me /在不去該變 我真實的一切
How do I get to heaven? /怎麼做才能 享擁天境
All my time is wasted /費盡了所有心思
Feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh /想著自己 被植入錯誤的心
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